"My World is Cold and Without Hope
(idea) by novalis (9.9 mon) (print)
Wed May 03 2000 at 20:56:12
You think you're depressed? Try this section from Hymns To The Night, by Georg Philipp Friedrich Freiherr von Hardenberg (translated to English from the original German).
Aside I turn to the holy, unspeakable, mysterious Night. Afar lies the world -- sunk in a deep grave -- waste and lonely is its place. In the chords of the bosom blows a deep sadness. I am ready to sink away in drops of dew, and mingle with the ashes. -- The distances of memory, the wishes of youth, the dreams of childhood, the brief joys and vain hopes of a whole long life, arise in gray garments, like an evening vapor after the sunset. In other regions the light has pitched its joyous tents. What if it should never return to its children, who wait for it with the faith of innocence?
That dude was depressed. Now go back to your pathetic little life. At least your wife didn't die of tuberculosis like GPFFvH's did."
dancing mania (1374)----Northern Europeans religious fad in which people danced uncontrollably for hours. They formed circles in streets and churches and leaped, screamed, and rolled on the ground, often shouting that they were possessed by demons and begging said demons to stop tormenting them. Caused by nervous hysteria and/or the wearing of pointed shoes.
This has been your surreal post for the month/day/year.
Thursday, May 29, 2003
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~/la la la/~
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
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DARK CLOUD 2 HAS EATEN MY BRAAAAAAINS!
In case you're wondering, my savegame timestamp is 8:34. Compare the times between these two posts. Keep in mind I did not, in fact, start playing the game till around... four, I guess.
...Wow, I've been playing that game alot.
In case you're wondering, my savegame timestamp is 8:34. Compare the times between these two posts. Keep in mind I did not, in fact, start playing the game till around... four, I guess.
...Wow, I've been playing that game alot.
Tuesday, May 27, 2003
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by visaeril @ 09:30 [edit] [link]
ON ANOTHER NOTE. I'm getting Dark Cloud 2. mmm, Georama. ¬.¬
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"I was watching the rerun of Conan O'Brien today, and they had Patrick Stewart on talking about Star Trek - Nemisis .(I'm guessing it's an old one) Anyway, Stewart was saying how he got emotional when he said something in character like "Well, this is it." to Captain Riker, and like literally fell into his arms and started crying. Obviously, Conan hinted at the innuendos of the situation, and STEWART WENT ALONG WITH IT, saying "Boldly go where no man has gone before." in a really amusing voice. I swear I almost fell over laughing. So yeah, Patrick Stewart likes Star Trek yaoi!
... I'm gonna get so many strange searches for this one..."
GUESS WHAT I WAS SEARCHING FOR. anyways.
right. sleep. ...My hair is still wet.
... I'm gonna get so many strange searches for this one..."
GUESS WHAT I WAS SEARCHING FOR. anyways.
right. sleep. ...My hair is still wet.
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On another note, you know what I need to make? A Doug Winger cosplay outfit. Possibly with a schoolbus. I know you know what picture I'm talking about.
Sunday, May 25, 2003
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I just downloaded a gigabyte of Megaman sprite pages! Woot!
Friday, May 23, 2003
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You're normal. Normal?! NORMAL?! Oh SCREW YOU!You
KNEW you were normal when you came here, you
FREAK. GET OUT! GET OUT! *throws you at a bus*
How Depressed are You?
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HA HA HA!
Thursday, May 22, 2003
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by visaeril @ 17:28 [edit] [link]
( PovRayMan ) In one of the bathrooms on campus, someone wrote: "The Americans are the Nazis of the 20th Century."
( PovRayMan ) Below it, another person followed up: "The Nazis are the Nazis of the 20th Century, you fuckwit."
( PovRayMan ) Below it, another person followed up: "The Nazis are the Nazis of the 20th Century, you fuckwit."
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You come from the Night Sky. You're drawn to the
stars and planets, and it's no wonder why, you
came from them.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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You're the psychotic grin,and no one can quite tell
if you're insane or just really hyper.You scare
people,and i mean scare them a lot.Kati'd be
friends with you though.You two could have
sleepovers together and make pasta at 4 am.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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Switzerland -
A neutral power for as long as most can remember,
it has avoided war for several centuries.
However, it is still considered highly advanced
and a global power.
Positives:
Judicial.
Neutrality.
World-Renouned.
Powerful without Force.
Makes Excellent Watches, Etc.
Negatives:
Target of Ridicule.
Constant Struggle to Avoid Conflict.
Target of Criminal Bank Accounts.
Which Country of the World are You?
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You are Agent Smith, from "The Matrix."
No one would ever want to run into you in a
dark alley. Cold as steel, tough as a rock,
things are your way or the highway.
What Matrix Persona Are You?
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Just to spite you, Ben.
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
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You know, you could of just put them all in one post.
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BLAAARGH!
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BLAAARGH!
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Stoner Bear
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I am a chubby little kitten blob
Which cute or possibly strange kitten are you?
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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Oh yes. A winner is me.
Monday, May 19, 2003
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by visaeril @ 17:01 [edit] [link]
SqMonkies: *looking at the blog*
Visaeril: huzzah!
SqMonkies: you put our converstaion in there...
SqMonkies: I hate you!
Visaeril: hee hee hee!
Visaeril: and now this is there, too!
SqMonkies: >.<
Visaeril: hee hee hee
Visaeril: huzzah!
SqMonkies: you put our converstaion in there...
SqMonkies: I hate you!
Visaeril: hee hee hee!
Visaeril: and now this is there, too!
SqMonkies: >.<
Visaeril: hee hee hee
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SqMonkies: any fun sites to go to Ben?
Visaeril: ¬.¬
Visaeril: http://www.goatse.cx
Visaeril: uhh...don't go there
SqMonkies: ...what kind of link is it Ben? and evil one?
Visaeril: yes
Visaeril: ...wow, now I have lots of ads in japanese!
SqMonkies: your horrible>.< *burns eyes* I hate you so much!
Visaeril: hahahahahahahaaaa
Visaeril: I told you not to click
Visaeril: ¬.¬
Visaeril: http://www.goatse.cx
Visaeril: uhh...don't go there
SqMonkies: ...what kind of link is it Ben? and evil one?
Visaeril: yes
Visaeril: ...wow, now I have lots of ads in japanese!
SqMonkies: your horrible>.< *burns eyes* I hate you so much!
Visaeril: hahahahahahahaaaa
Visaeril: I told you not to click
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I have 'The Essence of SaGa Frontier' now! Huzzah!
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Now I just need to learn japanese.
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Now I just need to learn japanese.
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by visaeril @ 14:30 [edit] [link]
Note to self: stop saying 'Someone should post something'. It gets results, but it's not /good/ results.
SOMEBODY POST SOMETHING.
SOMEBODY POST SOMETHING.
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Who's the black private dick who's a sex machine with all the chicks?
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And now there is secret text.
Because, we all know that sooo many people read this.
Because, we all know that sooo many people read this.
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MONKEY. Other people need to post /something./
Uh. In the 'uninteresting news' department, I think I just messed up my sleep schedule. You see, right when I got back from John's, I fell asleep. ...er, whatever, I'll just give you the times, this is supposed to be uninteresting. slept: 9.00~ to 12.04. And now I am awake. and not sleepy. ...so, uh, yeah. J00 SUXX0RS!
Uh. In the 'uninteresting news' department, I think I just messed up my sleep schedule. You see, right when I got back from John's, I fell asleep. ...er, whatever, I'll just give you the times, this is supposed to be uninteresting. slept: 9.00~ to 12.04. And now I am awake. and not sleepy. ...so, uh, yeah. J00 SUXX0RS!
Thursday, May 15, 2003
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Oh, on another note, I dreamt in ASCII last night! ...I think. You see, I got up at five and was semi-awake, and I remembered that the deam I just had was in ASCII. Then I fell asleep again. What's even better is that it was about the QDB.
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Hawiian Ginger. Sanura Luna. Don't ask...
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Iiiinteresting.
Although I /still/ want to know why in the world people see suicide as a /solution/ to life's problems. Seems to me that it's a bit of a 'oh, well, I don't like lemons, therefore I must destroy all lemons, everywhere.' ...Okay, that anology made no sense. Nevertheless, why don't people go out and fix the problems, instead of shutting themselves off?
.../anyways/. Uh. I'm bored!
Although I /still/ want to know why in the world people see suicide as a /solution/ to life's problems. Seems to me that it's a bit of a 'oh, well, I don't like lemons, therefore I must destroy all lemons, everywhere.' ...Okay, that anology made no sense. Nevertheless, why don't people go out and fix the problems, instead of shutting themselves off?
.../anyways/. Uh. I'm bored!
Tuesday, May 13, 2003
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Guess who just beat Chrono Trigger! ME!
...Yeah. There are twice the credits, now, because of the Playstation stuff...On the other hand, there's an ending video, and there's some Chrono Cross tie-ins.. plus, you get 'bonus' stuff, depending on what ending you get. So, guess who's gonna go get all 13-some? ME! also.
...yeah. anyways.
[EDIT: 5 seconds later]
GOT ENDING NO 01!
'Beyond Time'
Save System File?
-> Yes
No
What's a system file?
[EDIT: 2 minutes later]
I HATE YOU SO MUCH, CHRONO TRIGGER! Well, not really...but the only thing I unlocked was...THE LIST OF ENDINGS! 12 of them. ...I'm gonna try and get the rare, rare one...the one where Janus, Schala, and Magus all live happily ever after. ...yeah. That or the slide show.
...Yeah. There are twice the credits, now, because of the Playstation stuff...On the other hand, there's an ending video, and there's some Chrono Cross tie-ins.. plus, you get 'bonus' stuff, depending on what ending you get. So, guess who's gonna go get all 13-some? ME! also.
...yeah. anyways.
[EDIT: 5 seconds later]
GOT ENDING NO 01!
'Beyond Time'
Save System File?
-> Yes
No
What's a system file?
[EDIT: 2 minutes later]
I HATE YOU SO MUCH, CHRONO TRIGGER! Well, not really...but the only thing I unlocked was...THE LIST OF ENDINGS! 12 of them. ...I'm gonna try and get the rare, rare one...the one where Janus, Schala, and Magus all live happily ever after. ...yeah. That or the slide show.
Friday, May 09, 2003
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At least I'm a /sexy/ tophat wearing girl!
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You're tophat wearing girl!
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Hmm:
Visaeril (01.19.38): ...anyways, g'night
Zeecherri (01.19.41): bah
Visaeril (01.19.48): ^_^
Visaeril (01.20.53): wait, wait...http://survivebadblood.com/
Visaeril (01.20.55): err
Visaeril (01.20.58): http://www.bash.org/?50812
Zeecherri signed off at 01.20.59.
Previous message was not received by Zeecherri because of error (01.20.59): User Zeecherri is not available.
Visaeril (01.21.07): SUK!
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Visaeril (01.19.38): ...anyways, g'night
Zeecherri (01.19.41): bah
Visaeril (01.19.48): ^_^
Visaeril (01.20.53): wait, wait...http://survivebadblood.com/
Visaeril (01.20.55): err
Visaeril (01.20.58): http://www.bash.org/?50812
Zeecherri signed off at 01.20.59.
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Visaeril (01.21.07): SUK!
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http://www.bash.org/?49889
Muahahaha. That seems like something I'd do. What with the RO obsession. ..Okay, quick poll: Isaac's character has Alchohol. That sells for 30K. I know Isaac's sn/psswd. Should I sell it at a good price and leave around 10K for Issac(I told him that was a good price), or should I not touch it and let him get the 30K/sell it at a shop for 50Z?
Muahahaha. That seems like something I'd do. What with the RO obsession. ..Okay, quick poll: Isaac's character has Alchohol. That sells for 30K. I know Isaac's sn/psswd. Should I sell it at a good price and leave around 10K for Issac(I told him that was a good price), or should I not touch it and let him get the 30K/sell it at a shop for 50Z?
Wednesday, May 07, 2003
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by Kitkinder @ 22:32 [edit] [link]
Ahem. This is Charlie on Brians account. Too lazy to logoff. So the outfit Bj will be wearing is this : Flesh colored shirt, Short short khaki shorts, a hula skirt, a wonder bra and a coconut bra. May god have mercy on our souls.
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heh, Sadie Hawkings dance...Who're you gonna ask? ^_^
..Anyways, in unrelated news, I'm level 26/19 in RO! almost 26/20! ^_^ You see, while Acolytes suck suck suck at soloing, especially me, they really r0xx0r at party healing and buffing. Guess who can cast Angelus and Heal and almost cast Blessing? ME! Also, I'm highly resistant to Zombies and other Undead.
MONKEY.
..Anyways, in unrelated news, I'm level 26/19 in RO! almost 26/20! ^_^ You see, while Acolytes suck suck suck at soloing, especially me, they really r0xx0r at party healing and buffing. Guess who can cast Angelus and Heal and almost cast Blessing? ME! Also, I'm highly resistant to Zombies and other Undead.
MONKEY.
Tuesday, May 06, 2003
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by Kitkinder @ 21:29 [edit] [link]
God-Poing, I love thee.
Anyways, i'm actually, 100% crossdressing for the Sadie Hawkings dance at my school, gonna show these uptight christians what the world is like.
Ahem.
Anyways, i'm actually, 100% crossdressing for the Sadie Hawkings dance at my school, gonna show these uptight christians what the world is like.
Ahem.
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GOD-POING: Good Morning Users, now we are checking nationality distribution
GOD-POING: by hour.
GOD-POING: Please message us with your nationality.
GOD-POING: Thank you.
(...later...)
GOD-POING: Thank you, for American Students, we are bit worried about you,
GOD-POING: you are supposed to be in school by now ^^;;.
GOD-POING: Please do not skip class just for Ragnarok.
GOD-POING: Don't make your parents worry about you ^^;;.
GOD-POING: Thank you.
GOD-POING: by hour.
GOD-POING: Please message us with your nationality.
GOD-POING: Thank you.
(...later...)
GOD-POING: Thank you, for American Students, we are bit worried about you,
GOD-POING: you are supposed to be in school by now ^^;;.
GOD-POING: Please do not skip class just for Ragnarok.
GOD-POING: Don't make your parents worry about you ^^;;.
GOD-POING: Thank you.
Monday, May 05, 2003
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by visaeril @ 08:09 [edit] [link]
Oh, /everything/ seems funny when you consume peach schnapps. ...Especially the word 'schnapps'.
...Anyways! I'm a level 14/4 Acolyte in RO! Yeah, shut up. I've been playing for /one day./ And I have a smily mask!
...Anyways! I'm a level 14/4 Acolyte in RO! Yeah, shut up. I've been playing for /one day./ And I have a smily mask!
Saturday, May 03, 2003
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by visaeril @ 22:49 [edit] [link]
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
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/Hmm/
...Anyways. 67% of RO. right now. I hate you, Brian.
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Low |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | High |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Low |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Low |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Low |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | High |
| Level 7 (Violent) | High |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | High |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Moderate |
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
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/Hmm/
...Anyways. 67% of RO. right now. I hate you, Brian.
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by Kitkinder @ 01:53 [edit] [link]
I'm doing this to prove a point:
The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Test
Yep.
The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Low |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Moderate |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | Low |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Moderate |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Very Low |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Low |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Very Low |
| Level 7 (Violent) | Low |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | Moderate |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Low |
Take the Dante's Inferno Test
Yep.
Friday, May 02, 2003
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by Kitkinder @ 22:43 [edit] [link]
How much?
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WOO! I have part of RO! And yes, all three offical mirrors are still down. But still. J00 SUXX0RS!
Thursday, May 01, 2003
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by Kitkinder @ 15:24 [edit] [link]
Your MOM is a good sign!
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